Epiphany

When I think of you and all the bull shit you put me through I know the heartache you caused me forced me to change

All you had to do was walk away instead you lied repeatedly about how you felt

The madness you created in my head from the riddles and the empty words you said

I dont know how to understand the fear or the urge within me to hide..

The belief of me and you all of it was untrue and the hope the life we could of shared fades

I start over trying to get these wounds to heal but I am the mess you created to you I didnt matter anyway

I am the skeleton in your closet that you cant lock away….all of your promises left my future in disarray

Shattered dreams thoughts of you overtaking me and now I fight to get out of the darkness my life has became

But underneath the surface I am trapped in this prison that I have made